Saturday, July 05, 2008

My first crush

On Brunch with Bridget this week, Bridget talks to her mum and Lizzie, her first crush (at the age of six!).

This episode got me thinking about my very own first crush. I was nine at the time, and had no idea that it was even a crush. All I knew was that I always looked forward to seeing her each day in school and hanging about with her. It was short lived however as I moved to a different school when I was 11.

And there, I met my second crush. Not that I realized it at first. *rolls eyes* In fact I didn't even realize it till about a year later! And when I did, I found myself facing my first ever rival lol. Ah, all the drama that followed after... I bet none of us would forget them. Especially that one incident involving a book and some site called kaypo corner that got our names called out during assembly, our asses hauled off to the principals' office to be interrogated, and the counseling room after. An incident that we still talk about and laugh off after all this time. Picture on the left is of the three of us back when we were 12. Oii Pz! Suddenly feel jealous again! Hahahahahahaha XD

Come to think of it, perhaps if there had been more exposure, more acceptance, I'd have been less confused and taken more daring steps instead of trying to figure a way to stop those "not-normal-feelings". Perhaps if I'd had a more solid self esteem, none of that would have mattered.

Just felt like ranting a bit lol ^__^""

13 comments:

elainelopez said...

wah ..... i never see this picture before ......
be brave to stand for your feelings..

scoobz said...

Hahahahaha! I told you I was a bit stalkerish ;p
Yeah, I'm braver now! I think... LOL

pz said...

the memories stay forever lo..
was fun ...

scoobz said...

Yeah it was.. Was looking thru my sch magazine just now and guess what I saw? You wrote "Did you win?" in it!!! *pengsan* LOL

pz said...

what i wrote? win what? heheh ..
i forgot alot of things already la .......
i am damm crazy la .....

melllzzz said...

LOL i got called out as well..why was i even involved the first place huh haha

pz said...

melzz-was u called out as well?
i also dunno lo .........ask scoobz .
but a call expereince lo can ponteng classss.....masuk headmister room....
couseling room ....
ahahahahah ....

scoobz said...

Mel: Err.. Cause u were our friend? Hahahahaha! I also lupa d...

pz: Yeah quite cool also can ponteng class... LOL

pauleen said...

hey..how come i dun rmb that incident??

scoobz said...

Short term memory? Hahaha.. I think 'cause we haven't mixed yet at that time..

elainelopez said...

that was in form 1 la ..
plus i fink cow forget things very very fast ... so is very very normal that she dont remember things like that .. even if she have mix around at that time ... also should knoe la ... this is like the biggest news ever happen in cgl ...
pls forgive our cow ....

elainelopez said...

correction ... havvent.....
u r in 1 biru rite?

scoobz said...

Yalor she guai guai wan.. don't listen much to gossip